Part 2

The dark haired girl had her arm in a sling. She fell near me and gave me a note. I helped her up and she gave me a note. It said I love you. We met in Victory Square and held hands briefly.

I met up with the dark haired girl in the country. She said her name is Julia. We had sex. She had sex hundreds of times.

Julia said we could have sex again in a month. We met in a ruined church. She said the party is against sex to channel frustrations of people. I told her about the walk when I thought about killing my wife.

I rented the room above Mr. Charringtons shop for me and Julia. We had not met in a while. I watched her put on makeup. She is beautiful.

Syme disappeared like I thought. I told Julia about O'Brien. I want to marry her but can't because Katherine is still alive.

I finally met with O'Brien in the hallway. He gave me his address and told me i can read the Newspeek dictionary. I feel I will end up at the Ministry of Love and be vaporized.

I remembered my mother. I think I killed her. Me and Julia fear torture for our acts. We will never stop loving each other.

Julia and I made it to O'Brien's house. He turned off the telescreen. I said that I want to be a part of the Brotherhood. O'Brien says we will meet again.

I'm exhausted. Oceania has switched allies once again. In Mr. Charringtons room Julia and I began Reading Goldsteins book. We both fell asleep.

Julia and I were heard talking by a telescreen hidden behind the picture of St. Clements church. Mr. Charrington was a member of the thought police. Troops rushed in and caught us.